Do what makes you happy

The past couple of months have been a whirl. A lot of changes, a lot of feelings, its all been good, just overwhelming at times. I try to take things one day at a time, but its not always possible. I like to plan things.... I'm learning to let go and let God. I can't control everything and its ok. It's a good challenge.

The kids definitely keep me busy. They require the majority of my attention and demand most of my time. I love them more than anything, and knowing I am their mom is one of the best feelings in the world! I'm thankful that I've been blessed with these two.

 

Brett and I have decided to work on our relationship and try to make things work. At times it's a little awkward with our past, but the majority of the time he just makes me happy. We've had a rough year and we are working through things. Counseling is helping us and our goal each day is to be completely open and honest. Not always the easiest thing to do, but its the best. He has moved in with me and we are dedicated to each other and our family. It has been nice to finally have the chance to make things work. And although it can be one step forward, two steps back....I wouldn't have it any other way.

So our focus this year is to just be happy. To not care what others think and to do what makes us happy. We have a great support system behind us, amazing children before us and a God who loves us and will lead us where he wants us to be. Blessed beyond measure.