Thoughts....

Here are my thoughts today...


So I absolutely LOVE our new daycare. Its warm and inviting, and Kayden loves it there (after I'm out of sight). It just so cute! He eats well, takes a great nap, and is always smiling when I pick him up from school. Each morning when I drop him off its one of two things: he clings to me until I pass him to his teacher screaming and I walk out the door OR he goes right into his classroom with a smile and starts playing. I'm a super proud mom when he goes in like a big boy, but at the same time I miss him clinging to me and wanting to spend more time with me. And even when he's clinging to me I wish he would go smoothly because its hard on me to walk away and not comfort him. Such mixed emotions. But every time I leave I know that I can log in and see him on camera, and every once in a while his teacher will text me pictures....It makes my day!

Playing with Shaving cream!



Then at the end of the day its always cute to see what this little man wants. He usually wants me to hold him while he gets his milk and then I put him to bed. Last night I tried to make Brett do it....Kayden didn't let that one happen. And now that Brett is on nights, Kayden is used to me putting him back to bed when he gets up. Here's a funny story...
Well the other night was Brett's first night off on nights and he stays up at night to keep his body on a sleep schedule. Well when he's home he shuts my door so I can sleep and he agrees to take care of Kayden. Here's how the other night went: Somewhere around 2am Kayden woke up, I heard him fuss but knew Brett was there to take care of him, so I rolled over. Then I hear Kayden bang on my door, which made him made that he couldn't get in. So he goes screaming into the kitchen, his bedroom, and who else knows where (it seriously sounded like he was getting beat!) Then I hear Brett pick him up and say "Kayden its daddy, its ok, its daddy". Yeah....Kayden wasn't having any of it! So at this point I'm up and I come out of the bedroom walk towards them, say "come to mama", Kayden fights off dad to come to me and then we went back to bed.
Its funny how Kayden knows what he wants and will do almost anything to get it. He's a pain in my rear, but the light of my life. I love my little man!!!